Another crap day

As if life isn't bad enough I received a letter this morning requesting that I take my satellite dish down - I gather because it is aesthetically abhorrent to some anonymous person who has complained. I need this like I need a hole in the head. So I trotted round to see the neighbours who also have satellite dishes, just to make sure that it wasn't just me alone who was being targetted. They were equally miffed by their letters. After further reasearch about conservation areas - apparently I live in one - I realised that there was really no case to answer. However, we will all reply saying probably the same thing. This ought to be 'get a life.'

People must have a great deal of time on their hands to be bothered with such pettiness. Hopefully, this will just go away.

Living alone is exhausting. Each problem has to be dealt with by myself and at the moment I am staggering under the weight of it all. I try hard not to get close to people because I have now worked out that this inevitably leads to pressure. At the same time I am lonely so what is the solution I wonder? I decided that Death was the solution and wrote a book about it which I doubt will ever see the light of day as it has no genre. It does not fit neatly into any category, like me. However, in the book it all works out really well and it is supposed to be a comfort to those whose lives are not as they would wish them to be.

I decided that people who wrote blogs and were irritatingly cheerful were not actually being honest. So this blog is honest.

Today's high spot was my AA meeting. There was a gentleman sitting there who I thought I may have seen before and he looked very well. He shared with us that he had been drinking for the past 3 years, having previously been sober for 15 years. He had awoken with a particularly painful hangover that morning and decided enough was enough.

At last, someone more miserable than me!! Yes, it did make me feel better.